Just an update about life / Thursday, November 26, 2009
31/10/09- Halloween Trip. Planned to go to night safari~
But failed, because that night was raining very heavy... So i went home with my face =(
08/11/09- Dinner with the eggplant, the eggplant's brothers, and the eggplant's brother's girlfriends.
BF is the most childish person among all the people there... He played with food!
But no doubt he is damn artistic! =P
13/11/09- Finally finished his training and he had a 1 week break!!! I met him during the 1st day of his 1 week break and he was late for 1hour. Moody because I'm damnnn hungry~ but no doubt we were enjoying ourselves by the end of the day...
Christmas decorations are up everywhere... I love Christmas...
25/11/09- Meet up with MooMoo. Finally received my birthday present! A handphone accessories. Love it!
She changed alot in term of appearance, but the idiotic character remains the same. But keep it up because idiotic people seems to be able to hang out well..
We went to pet lovers!
Damn cute!!!! But he cost around 2800+. And my mum would kill me if i bring him home.. So bye bye... Hope u will find a good owner...
On my way to dance. Sky was clear, the moon can be seen.. it was around 6.45pm. and it always remind me of someone.
Its Thursday today, 2 more days till BF book out. Till then, I shall keep myself occupied. =)
I know u all love me~:
12:47 PM
Change in life / Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I realized that I'm quite different from who I used to be. Of course, this is must be due to a drastic change in environment, people who enter my social circle and mental perception changes.
Its like package. When you purchase a gift pack, there will definitely be something nice but packed together with rubbish. Same theory applies to the change of my life. But i guess the I'm quite lucky.. because there are more good than bad... and my MORE should be around 8:3.
I have changed.
I start to like happy songs more than those sad sentimental songs which i used to listen. Images come to my mind while I'm listening to the light beat.. It feels like somehow it can be related to my life. Does it tells me that I'm very happy right now? =)
I used to think my life is not good in enough... I wish it could be better. I'm not born in a rich family, I am unable to do whatever i wish to do.. Can't learn whatever i want to learn... Can't have the latest fashion clothes to put on... But hey... I think i'm rich now.. Not economy wise... But emotionally... besides, I wasn't even poor financially to begin with, I just need to control my spending little.
Have to smile without yourself knowing? Sometimes i will... and it happens quite often when i scroll through the photos in my phone while I'm on my way home or when i think about happy moments which happened when I'm about to fall asleep... Isn't it a sign that I'm contented with my life?
Have you been in a situation that you wanted to do something so badly and you tell yourself that you are going to overcome all the obstacles that stands between the way which in turn became a motivation for life?
and the most amazing thing is... I can smile for days now!!!
Of course... I'm not trying to say that I've moved to la la land and life is 101% good. There are downside which i did not mention... But me being me... poor in memory, is incapable of remembering unhappy events for more than 5 days. Only a few of my close friends might know i guess.. Perhaps I've cried a few times~ but they are disguise by all the pleasant happenings! Woohooo~~~ Tell me who can be happier than me?! Wahahahahaha!!!
If I'm granted a wish now... I will wish for 10,000 more wishes... and then I'll make a wish again... and it will be having this feeling to last. =)
In between my journey to where I am now, I've hurt some people without means, but I've hurt someone anyway.. Luckily I'm able to make up for it and things are getting better now... There are also people who stayed by my side all along.. If i were to say that I'm unlucky.. I dunno who should be consider lucky.
I don't need a lot of money, I don't need a lot of friends, I don't need a lot of assets.. All I ever need to hold on to is what I have right now. I just want to hold on tight to what I've with me!!!!! So whatever that is in my hand right now.. Please don't fall off my the ground okay?! I promise you will be well taken care of. Hee...
Thanks to whoever it is that has bought about the contentment in within.
I know u all love me~:
8:16 PM
/ Friday, November 6, 2009
不要忘了我是人，不是东西。
I know u all love me~:
6:58 PM
HATE THIS! / Thursday, October 22, 2009
I'm feeling so lethargic for the whole week. Absolutely no motivation to do anything else except for praying and hoping that time could pass faster.. Its funny how my emotional status can change so rapidly.
I'm so stress lately. School work need giving me a headache, work had been stressful.. and the only happy day of the week was Saturday.. The reason? you know it fairly well.
Very often i need encouragement, a hug when i feel like giving up and someone to tell me a reason why i should continue what I'm doing! I'm sorry. I'm not independent or perhaps, I'm just dependent on you because I know you will be the to support when i fall.
But when u are not around.. Who's going to give me that support that i need? who is going to repeat the reason over and over again?! And who the hell is going to give me the motivation!?!
$%^&*(#$%!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHH!!!!!
You know whats more funny?!
I am sooooo damn pathetic now just because of a Bloody Field Camp!! ZZZ!
Grace Chan.. Look what you've got urself into...
I know u all love me~:
10:28 PM
/ Friday, October 16, 2009
Went out with Elsie just yesterday.. What can girls do when they step out of their house? Of course... SHOPPING!!!
Had quite alot of fun despite the fact that i have to bear some naggings of how wrong it is to treat a guy too kind etc.. Hahahaha!! I came to realise how poor Elsie was when we were in poly just a few years back. She had to work and study at the same time... and now i'm doing the same.. It can be really exhausting!
Nevertheless, the outing was a relax and enjoyable one. Lets hang out more next time!! ^^
Today is Friday, BF haven't call me yet. Its 10pm already... 10.08 to be exact. Hope he will be booking out early tomorrow!!! Do not give any comment on this unless you can understand how it feels like to be the one waiting.
PS: I'm still waiting... and 20 more months to go.
I know u all love me~:
10:00 PM